TorsadesPourFoi

We want our death, and our rebirth, a meaningful end, how do we reach it


A christian view, we believe in jesus, we burn black people we give a few million people aids


I was given schizphrenia, nine moths to visit a 1000 realities, a million gods, to burn forever, to live forever, to be something, to be a what, a saviour, a a devil, a why have a morality, why a reason, to blunder and suffer or complete a s puzzle with no answr, a million rubkics cubes in amillon secons or feel the heat of million supernovas

Or be threatened that, while chained in a cage of my own bones, to smash out to find the the phone to someone who could save me,  tangles in my tendons,to be reconfigured every nerve screaming,

or cutting the letter to heaven from me with a knife


of being broken into a billion pieces and pushed together

this was not about me, but about others, the future, and soon i decided not god, but science, human nature, what our senses do to us, maybe what i should stop, what i could start, this confusion, that schizophrenia created

its a hell, but its a hell of absolute human understanding, the hell is clear, confuse us, bully us, and we die to no real ending, just suffering, we live to love, let people know they are loved, and we carry on, to love, and find a way to make known all is loved. and if not, im prepared for the reckoning, as all bad and brave people are

i sound completely mad in this journal, but it all makes sense, i worry a lil too much, i said quite a lot of my experiences i didnt want to, and the same about human nature. i just dont want to be someone where 'i told you so'

And maybe on a lighthearted note say... its pretty strange isnt it!

im with you friends

Nah hah! A slightly unfinished game i made has been floating around android marketplace for quite a while now and today i thought 'feck it', tidied it up a bit and put it on Google Play for as cheap as it would go, and a free version with crappier graphics

Go have a look so long as you have a decent android phone! Yes self promotion! But i've decided im going to give half any money made to a good cause, assuming its money worthwhile giving em. So yeah!

Go search for Flarble Badness, and i hope it works for your phone, and if you buy it, thankyou for the fifty pence

Or there's a link here play.google.com/store/apps/det….

Money Plx

I doubt i'll be using the site much for social stuff for a while or maybe forever, life circumstances have changed hugely (And much for the better) and I want to spend more time with my partner and doing the work I love. I can't really spend my time wallowing in the past and the future looks bright!

I may pop into #photographers, im keeping my account maintained and i'll be available to friends via the usual channels, (if you think you should have my skype/fb and don't already, you should know who to ask for them) otherwise adios dA